When things feel like they could be looking up...
After feeling lost and hopeless for so long I think i may have a clue as to the path i would like to take. When i was about 8 i started my own fashion range called fashton.. Get it Ashton + Fashion, i was young don't judge. I started my own little shop in my windy house. I drew my own logo and started my own brand and all. However sadly i got hit by the reality of life, soon i left that dream because i felt that it was just a dream and dreams don't come true. I grew up with the pressure of life, school, marks, family and the worst pressure of them all society. The tv, magazines, pictures, shops etc all telling me who to be. Be a lawyer. Be size 2. Be smart. Be this, be that be everything that i have realised i don't want to be. I don't want to be a lawyer or a teacher, i don't want a normal nine to five job. The idea of that kind of life depresses me so much that i don't even want to carry on with life. I don't want to be a size 2, because here it is, i a
